So what's new? I get too sad, too stressed, too tired, I go berserk--now throw 'hungry' on top of that now, too! Ain't nothing I haven't dealt with before.
[She snaps loudly. Those are words she doesn't want to admit--the fact that she winces quickly after means, well. She didn't mean to say them at all. There's a wince. A memory of blood, of salt water, of fish and--
Dearest sister?]
I don't want to eat humans. I don't care if someone else killed them, either. A Blood Maiden has to protect them! That's their job! If I can't even do that anymore then-- [Why was she there?] If all I have to do is grit my teeth and bear it then fine.
[She should be a monster hunter. She should turn her fangs and claws against the others but she can't do that, either. It was easier when all she had to do was master herself.]
cw: p....pstd flashback and self loathing
[She snaps loudly. Those are words she doesn't want to admit--the fact that she winces quickly after means, well. She didn't mean to say them at all. There's a wince. A memory of blood, of salt water, of fish and--
Dearest sister?]
I don't want to eat humans. I don't care if someone else killed them, either. A Blood Maiden has to protect them! That's their job! If I can't even do that anymore then-- [Why was she there?] If all I have to do is grit my teeth and bear it then fine.
[She should be a monster hunter. She should turn her fangs and claws against the others but she can't do that, either. It was easier when all she had to do was master herself.]